| :( sad face |
[Dec. 12th, 2006|08:35 pm] |
I just want Alex to come home :(
no hugs or kisses or fights or anything
for 3 days. |
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| I wish |
[Sep. 27th, 2006|08:34 pm] |
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I was americas next top model. |
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[Sep. 21st, 2006|06:44 pm] |
I can't wait
until I can move out
with my lovely Alex face.
It's almost been a year.
I love the fall cause it reminds me of when we first got together.
The fall just has good memories.
Mainly at Vanessa's house.
I miss that lady. |
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| OHMYGOD |
[Jul. 30th, 2006|01:36 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | here | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | canadian eh | ] |
| [ | music |
| | just a victim of the press gang | ] |
Murder City Devils ROCKED MY FUCKING SOCKS OFFFFF
I wish Vanessa was there.
I miss her.
But I don't know.
Murder City fucking Devils are way amazing.
I just can't get over how good it was.
I'm obsessed. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 11th, 2006|06:55 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | nothing | ] |
| [ | music |
| | nothing | ] |
Basically, I hate summer school.
CVUHNESSUH</fontsize>
I miss you a reallllllllly lot. |
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| Ha yeah right. |
[Jun. 12th, 2006|08:16 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bleh. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Kids with Headlice// Carlos | ] |
Tomorrow is my last day of school.
Stoked?
No.
I am kicking myself in the face.
I helluh suck at life.
The next 2 days are going to be full
of adderol.
Oh boy, I am going to be a peach to be around.
My birthday is in 12 days,
I am going to have a party
most likely in the shop
unless my loverface happens to find a different place.
If it's at the shop people can drink,
but we acctually have to set up tents and can't go inside
unless we have to peeeeee.
So basically I don't know. |
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| I am sooo rediculous. |
[May. 31st, 2006|05:11 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  content | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Some Girls//Dead in a Web | ] |
I like how I will fight and fight until
I get what I want,
but once it happens,
i'm not happy
or it's not good enough.
Oh I crack myself up. |
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| &^%&^$&(^$(&^( |
[May. 10th, 2006|02:48 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | cheerful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Op Ivy//Room without a Window | ] |
My mom lies to me far too often. There's only 45 days until my birthdayy. I am soo excited kind of. I can't wait for prom but only if I find a dress. I am so tired of school. I just don't get why I keep comming back. I miss how things used to be. I screwed up summer plans, but I guess I really don't care. I can't wait to see how my c.e. turns out seeing as how I have made the whole thing up. My attendance sucks and I care but not that much, obviously since I don't really have a problem skipping. I had a goal of going to every class this week and broke it. I hope my mom gets me cute clothes soon. I wanna go shopping. I can't wait to see Alex at lunch. I hope he gets his lisence back at court today. If not I'll drive him everywhere when I get mine. I really really really can't wait for this summer. It's gunna be fun. |
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| I am soo sneaky. |
[May. 8th, 2006|02:43 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  guilty | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Murder City Devils//Tell You Brother | ] |
This weekend was good, could have been better, but I fucked up. Friday I went to Richies house with Alex. Before anyone started drinking I watched them build a bonfire and chop down a tree. Alex and Ian are so manly. I drank with Taylor and Ashley, they are funny funny girls. I washed puke out of Alex's hair and we're getting married when someone is 25. On saturday I had to go to saturday school and some other shit. Then I went home talked to Alex and I realized that I am so lucky to have him because basically if he wasn't here I would do some pretty dumb shit. I couldn't stop crying cause I was convinced he was going to break up with me. I still feel really bad. Then I cleaned my room and he came over and then on sunday I didn't really do anything except watch movies with Alex. |
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| I am soo pro. |
[May. 5th, 2006|12:10 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  giddy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Norma Jean | ] |
So I am "babysitting" tomorrow. I win. I guess I feel bad for lying though. Not bad enough to not do it.
Mahahaha.
I am so nervous. |
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| I think |
[Apr. 21st, 2006|06:04 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  disappointed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | little feet running around. | ] |
I am going to scream.
Or puke.
Or both.
But i know that later I can tell Alex and he will know what to do, cause he is so amazing. I love that kid to the stars and back. hahaha. |
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| Oh whuddup? |
[Apr. 17th, 2006|06:01 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  high | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Ludacris | ] |
Some people make me wanna puke a little.
Things are just too stressful. I hate C.E. I am doing good in it, but I haven't acctually done anything except for make shit up. I hope I can pull all this shit off. I hate it when I am in downer moods. |
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| gay gay gay |
[Apr. 12th, 2006|04:10 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  fuck that shit. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | YokoJakamokoToto | ] |
I HATE:
two-faced people.
Yeah you know it. |
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| woot woot. |
[Apr. 7th, 2006|04:06 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | excited | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Yeah Yeah Yeahs// Pins | ] |
I am a genius. I figured everything out. Mhmm. Im going to the Art Institute of Seattle for fashion design and I am going to still go Gene Juarez. Sometime I will throw in some bartending crap and maybe interior design, but I don't know. I'll have like 50 million jobs and it will be AMAZING. Hahaha and Alex can be a stay at home dad and I will buy him a mini van with sub woofers and spinning rims, cause he is so gangstuh. I win. 78 days until my birthday. I can't wait cause then... well I don't know? |
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| sad stuff |
[Apr. 5th, 2006|08:19 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  contemplative | ] |
So I hung out with Tanya and my little brothers today. I miss them a lot. I guess living with her wouldn't be that bad... |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 4th, 2006|08:19 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | hahahahaha | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Meatwad | ] |
HAHAHA Ilovelife.
Even if I am grounded.
There are always ways to get around things,
at least if I want it enough.
BASICALLY
I love Devin and Drew.
Talk about gangstuuuuuuhs.
word. |
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| My favorite. |
[Apr. 2nd, 2006|04:56 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  awake | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Half Baked | ] |
Im so happy cause me and my dad are talking again. I win. He let Alex stay the night. Too bad I'm still helluh grounded. Pretty much I love aderall like no other, but not when everyone is asleep cause then I have no one to talk to or anything to do. I did my government homework that isn't due until who knows when. I'm stoked. Boredboredboredbored. I need a cigarette. Mhmm. |
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| blah blah blah blah |
[Mar. 26th, 2006|08:52 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | calm | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Death Cab for Cutie// Crooked Teeth | ] |
Mhmm so 3 hours of saturday school = 3 hours to think. Amazing. Let me tell you. I've rethought a lot & wooo, no one is the same. Then babysitting was fine until Jennifer came home drunk & wouldn't let me leave with Alex cause I deserve better & he is going down the wrong path. What the fuck ever. He is the most amazing guy on this planet. I think I know a shitty boyfriend from a good one. She was convinced that him & whoever was with him was on drugs. Whatever. Im just glad that stupid shit is over. She made me realize that I never want to be an alcoholic. Whata bitch. Who does she think she is? Like she knows whats best for me, yeah fucking right. Then she called Tanya to tell her we were smoking pot together. Mhmm. Thats gunna go over well. Jennifer thinks I need help. What a cunt. And then after all this she accuses me of doing other drugs. What a dumb bitch, BAH. So this morning I called Alex and started walking home. Then he found me and picked me up & took me the rest of the way. It makes me sad cause sometimes things feel different then other times things feel perfectly fine. Most fo the time they feel fine though. I just notice when things start to feel different I distance myself from that person. What else am I supposed to do? I just want school to be over with. Thats were most stress comes from. Actually nevermind, it comes from the people around me, the people who constantly critisize me and tell me I can do better. Im trying people. |
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